Looking for artifacts in the abyss –Confused as I was (am), as angry as I got (get)
I forgot (forget) we’re both floating.
having given up on the rescue long ago.
I’m sorry – I AM SORRY – yea, I really mean it this time!
I never meant to make you apologize.
I never meant for your nightmarish anguish, or mine.
Hanging onto the precipice has always felt ‘right’
Never knowing what reality we dream.
I want you to be fine
I want you to keep trying, to fucking stay alive.
Whether we’re floating on top of the clouds or in the deepest of water
I don’t always mind the discomfort as long as we’re floating together.
Really real or not.
What that means for your weather…could you answer the same of mine?
I am grateful for new ❤